Going Endless - XV

Look

I swore I wouldn’t say shit

But diss a nigga blatant

Came here from Squaria and then they bought spaceships

Face it, niggas couldn’t see me with lasik

I’m Keanu in the Matrix, you in The Replacements

Niggas outline me but nobody can trace it

Cause I ain’t nobody but a kid who wore braces

With a comic book collection in grandma’s basement

It’s only because of her that I’m still trying to make it

Every single night I think, «Damn, where the day went?»

Am I meant for this state or here to make a statement?

A homebody so being nobody is flagrant

On my NES just wishing to save greatness

This talent can’t be wasted watching other niggas do it

Super hero songs, how the fuck ain’t I included?

Cause I done worked to hard to see these fuckers act stupid

Rappers who rap, saying they don’t listen to rap music

It took four years to escape Wichita’s grasp

Me and Lil' Wayne’s song helped me get on blogs fast

Finally in the race but I let all of y’all pass

Let the mags get you gassed, lit a match and watch you crash

Ha, I slowly drive by and just laugh

You Forth Of July hype, it be over in a flash

I don’t expect shit that I didn’t work my fucking ass off to get

That’s why I gotta blast off with this

Checking my Myspace, subject line says, «Vizzy

Know you get this all the time, but I hope that you read me.»

So I read it

You know what it says?

«I rap and I’m the best, check my page and you’ll believe it.»

That’s when I seen it all

Flashback to '03, me and Bling handing out mixtapes at the mall

That’s when I noticed that I’ve gotten really far

They didn’t believe in me so how can’t I believe in y’all?

Now I’m on a level, dudes on labels on my songs

Fans write back like, «I didn’t think you would respond.»

Nah

I ain’t high, the ground is what I’m on

And where I plan to stay and plan to lay when I’m gone

Leave my pain on the stage everyday that I perform

And pray for a parade in the state that I put on

I stay strong though they sending mixed messages

Cause when the movie ends, I’m always discredited

But I chill, no sedative

I’m an acquired taste like fetishes

I tell 'em «hush» while I huff and I puff

Till I blow down the door or you could just let us in

But they won’t cause that’s too easy

But the hard road will make you strong though, believe me

I just felt a blow of wind on my back

In a soundproof booth, I hope my grandma is back

I need you here

Now more than ever

Career is in a jigsaw, can’t put it together

Like the Molemen who never got 'em completed

Cause they didn’t have the time or started losing the pieces

So before I lose my mind I try to get right with Jesus

My mom is so religious sometimes I just don’t believe it

Cause I will pray for money, for gas then church had ended

And I would see the ministry drive away in Benzes

The pictures different if you looking through the lenses

Of a dude who’s probably been bit more than a dentist

I could go on Z

You can see the list is endless

But I’mma stop here yo, I’m finished