while it counts - Yesterday, Barrén

So many flaws you can see

Counting them for me

So many flaws you can see

Counting them for me, I don’t need to rest a peep

Endless nights working, endless ladies twerking

I ain’t got no purpose

Still stay swerving

On all of you girls who just hit me up

Cause I can make a catchy song

Some followers don’t make me cool

I ain’t making shit for you

Can barely make it on my own

That’s a fact that I’m ashamed of

Work ethic, pathetic

These dollars are boutta be coming my way

If I keep this on day to day

If I don’t spend my whole check on another ounce

Smoke my lungs out while it counts

You ain’t 21 forever

Leave some legacy before you bounce

Last two of my name

Leave it in a great shame

I don’t need to rest a peep

My nightmares come for me

They can keep me wide awake

All night falling into your arms

Can’t shake the bitter feeling of being at ease

There’s many people out there far worse off than me

Why can’t I take a second to appreciate

The setting I’ve been born into

Struggles can’t compare to you

I want to repay with an anthem or two

Grossly neglecting the thoughts of who

I’m trying to fight off that I once knew

So many flaws you can see

Counting them for me, I don’t need to rest a peep

Endless nights working, endless ladies twerking

I ain’t got no purpose

Still stay swerving

On all of you girls who just hit me up

Cause I can make a catchy song

Some followers don’t make me cool

You gotta know

What you’re getting into

(getting into)

Think I’m giving in today

A bullet to my head’s like a favor to my brain

Spent my last cent

Tryna numb the fuckin pain

Everything is fake, my reality is frayed

I’ll do whatever it takes to make sure you know

My love, it doesn’t stay for far too long

You could not account for my lost soul when

I’m everything you want, at least for the moment

I’m talking to the ghost of who I was

Told him

«Meet me in the back don’t cause a fuss

Cause I only got a second and I want you to know that

I’m never coming back

I’ma drown in the ocean»