Unwanted - ZEALOT

I can’t help but feel unwanted when every word you say makes me sick in my body

and emotion to the point of draining every ounce of life from my eyes.

I’ll grit my teeth as yout ideas butcher my sanity and my self worth,

until I can’t recognize if it’s between depression and happiness.

Fuck my life and fuck my worth I know i’m nothing but dirt.

Help me wind my noose and hang me from death’s open door.

I will hang there and let my humanity drip from me like blood until my body and

soul is long forgotten.

I’m completely helpless while you turn the keys in the locks that keep this

anxiety inside my senseless broken mind.

I can’t feel love because of everything you said to me.

I hate myself because of everything you made me think.

I’ve always wondered if we both bleed the same red.

I’m ready to kill myself because i’ve always felt unwanted and unloved.

UNWANTED||UNLOVED