Abaddon - Advocates

Monster!

The apparition from my fucking nightmares

Enveloped in the anguish, Immersed in the dirge

Lament my soul as despair takes hold

Tip toe through the corners of my mind

Try to find some comfort in the divine

Absent and jaded these pills have me faded

My consciousness is masked by delusion

Listen, I know you’re weak

You cower every time I bare my fucking teeth

Internalize contempt as I haunt what’s left

Cornered like a fucking rat in a cage

Erase the pain with violence

Succumb to the urge for hate

Make peace with the fact that I can’t fight back

I’ve hit rock bottom again

This pseudo existence will fucking swallow me whole

And I’ve been waiting my whole life

For the pain to subside with the rain

Malicious intent has consumed me again

I don’t want to give in but I’m afraid I might snap

I’m a product of carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders

Uncharacteristic, sadistic, point of no return

I hope to god it hurts

Haunt what’s left of me while I watch you burn