The Bitter End - Advocates

I’ve been feeling so hollow since you left

Its not the same without you here, miss every moment I spent in bliss

I fucked it all up, I let you down and now I’m all alone please come back!

Everything has fallen apart, curse my cold and empty heart wish we could go

back to the start when we were a family

I’m so sorry for the way things turned out, I never meant to hurt the ones that

I love

And now I’m just fighting to survive on my fucking own why can’t I find a way

to make this right again

I’m fighting to make sense of all of this

What more can I say, I realize I’m a fucking burden, I lost my cool you

couldn’t even get a word in

I am a shell of who I used to be

Give me back the life I had I’d trade it all for you

I haven’t slept, my mind it keeps me up at night I’m struggling with the fact

that your gone

I’ve got to find a way to get you back

Caught in an endless cycle, abusing substance when lifes too hard to handle

I’ve been afraid of change, my mind has been made, I’m a sick motherfucker,

its best just to stay away

Tell me!

How can I see light when this darkness persists?

It’s consuming my life

Expectations have never been so high, oh god I feel like my time here is up

Backtracking my thoughts to a place where I felt wanted

Sitting in silence, left to dwell in my own fucking mind

Its becoming apparent, this ever present malevolence has got me looking to

heaven despite

The fact that I’m barely fucking alive