Out of Sight - Jonwayne

My momma always told me I was never in the here and now

My head in the past, my feet in the future

My life, hang my head like a necklace

In the blink, no sheep

Next scene I’m just eating my breakfast

Isolation slowly feeling like it’s house arrest

Bound from the scene that made me see what my credit gets

Puttin' health before career just to steer ahead and burn a few bridges just to

keep the ends mirrored

And in the end this mirrors getting strange

I’d never thought I’d ever see a change

Nobody pickin' up the phone

Makes me question if I ever did 'em wrong

Steady lying ‘bout «I'd rather be alone» shit

And if I did I’d have to own up

Little did I know the cognac was keeping me from growing up

And my fear of flying keeping me from blowing up

And musical meditation is spiritually glowin' up

This is my work but it was just a diversion

When I was kicking the curb

Feels like I’m sinning when I be seeing the light

Cause now I’m working on this living just to rap about life

That’s some backwards commitment

And on the way I know I gave away some friends

And every day I wish that we could speak again

But every time I wanna make it right I freeze up and the visions of the shadows

of my demons who went out of sight

They’ve been out of sight

Until now

Sometimes

When you aim to build you end up destroying things

The kind you hate so much you end up enjoying things

Like how we break it up to keep it moving forward but when we sit inside the

new box we thinkin' about the older things

I’m just a man playing god with my thoughts

Over pans and pots

These scotch rocks are acting like Novocaine

Might as well fix the grill spill the spray until the day that my brains cold

That’s what I told the rain

Pre-apocalyptic L.A. everyday

Yet, I keep myself company on the motorway

Like the hunchback of Notre Dame

Ringing dead radio waves

Still feel this weight from the barricade

Tryna feel like a human among these animals

Tryna feel some community in this solitude

And as I hit the nuke button once again I can see that

I don’t have a single friend

Until now

They went out of sight

Until now

They went out of sight